The difference between what you experience and what I experience makes it kind of hard for me. You see things, I feel them. I can imagine how frightening it must be to be seeing the things that you are but I'm glad you are comfortable around them in the light. I don't know if you keep a light on at night but that might be a way to handle what happens. Who cares what someone may think? Do what is comfortable for you
I hope you can figure a way to be comfortable at night, remember we are here if you need to chat and hopefully we can help