Hello, I'm new and am not sure what or if I have the ability to do anything. I would say that I have had a lot of paranormal experiences, but I lack the understanding of it all. It seems like people are so sure about things but I find myself unsure most of the time.
I mainly have a lot of dreams about spirits or being psychic or meeting a psychic, randomly I might add. I find that when I try to focus on something paranormal before I go to sleep at night that I never have a dream regarding it. It is always out of no where, drives me bananas! I also don't really remember the last place I have lived in that was not haunted... I assume it is because I am haunted. But there are times where I wonder if I am just crazy, or paranoid.
A dream that I would like to share with everyone in particular that this medium was talking to me about mainly was a dream I had several months ago. What I can remember is that I was going into a public restroom (in my dream I thought to myself that I had dream't of this bathroom before, though never seeing it) It had a creepy vibe and I thought to myself "great this bathroom is definitely going to give me nightmares" It was a bathroom that you would see at a big public pool like YMCA, it had many stalls some really tall and some so short that when you sat down to take a pee you could see everyone else around. No one was in the bathroom but then when I went into the really tall stall woman started coming in. All of them had short hair like a mans, and though they looked very much alive I felt as though they were not alive. As I walked out of the stall to the sink to wash my hands I saw a woman short and stubby with short hair like the rest, naked, sitting on top of the counter looking into the mirror putting on lipstick... I don't want to say I felt threatened but an emotion that it was not an explainable emotion. While I tried to figure out if she was alive or dead, because her presence felt as though she was a spirit. I started to wash my hands and looked in the mirror at myself once I was done, and I had to do a "double take" because at first I thought it was me but then realized it wasn't me because the image in the mirror was not mimicking my facial expressions. As I looked in the mirror I realized that it was my exact clone except that her hair was what my hair was before I had got it cut two weeks prior to the dream and I could see us standing side by side each other, except she was leaned over on the counter with a smirk on her face as though to give the impression "you ready for this" In my dream I just walked away. I immediately thought it was my doppelganger and had asked this guy in my dream what he knew about them while I was in a restaurant (I don't know the guy in real life but in my dream I did) I don't remember his response but I remember thinking that It meant I was going to die because of old folks tails about seeing your doppelganger in real life. Then a group of those short stubby woman with short hair like a mans came after me and tried to stab me with a knife!
That's all I remember but the medium lady I talked to about it said that there are many ghosts around me and not all are nice and that I am a beacon of light in the dark to them. That the reason they had short hair was a way for them to get to me (give their hair to gain me) or gain life I guess. She also said that the fact that they were in the bathroom symbolizes that they are not respecting my privacy/boundaries, that the bathroom is your spiritual core and that they are pushing and shoving basically to get to me to take control of me. She also said that the girl I saw that looked just like me was not a doppelganger that it was a "trickster" of "deceiver" trying to impersonate me to get closer to me or confuse me. She said that I shouldn't shut myself off but that I need to learn how to protect myself. That I don't know it but that I am channeling all the time and that it could be a possibility that when I sleep I am out of my body which is why I have dreams like this where they are trying to get into my spiritual core (if that makes any sense).