Possible Guardian Angel

Thank you RXRom again, I am glad that by sharing my experience you were able to feel comfortable with sharing yours. I really hope that maybe this is one of the reasons why we are here. To be a positive influence on others.

Kirlybab, thank you for opening up on here too. What an truely amazing gifts you have. I am glad that you have these spirits with you, helping you in various degrees. It is going to sound wierd, but reading what you wrote... it actually calmed me and gave me strength. I know it sounds silly, but I am going through a hard time and have been for a while. So knowing, that if I am lucky enough my guardian will be beside me.

I am also semi-studying Buddhism. Trying to use to the positive, calm and insights and encorperate them in my life.

Again. I want to thank everyone who has responded to these posts, whether responding to mine or others. I wish I had come on here sooner. Everyone that I have met on here seems so understanding and caring and willing to help out any way they can. I truely am greatful. I need this right now.

If I can kirlybab, use your saying,

Blessed be, always.

Definitely not a nut case, and you have found the right site for validation.

I have several spirit entities that constantly surround me, with varying degrees of abilities, depending on the power sources available and how much I let them materialize or such.

Derek is my ... friend. I have had him with me for several years, after pulling a teenage stunt.

Shalaman is my spritual advisor while I am on my path to enlightenment in various pursuits of spiritual awakening. I am a Wiccan Witch, and am also studying other religions, including buddhism, taoism, and shamanism.

Victoria is my psychic advisor, helping me with enhancing my abilities in the metaphysical realms. I am able to open portals for those who wish to cross over, as well as an empath, telepath and sensitive. When I joine this site, I also found that I have a natural ability for remote viewing, which has been very interesting indeed.

I have more, some of which I only sense slightly and haven't revealed themselves formerly to me, but I look forward to getting to know them. Having these spirits (or whatever term you wish to use) with me has helped me in ways that having living people in my life has never accomplished.

I hope you are blessed with many more positive experiences, and that your guardian will be there to guide you and protect you now that your eyes are open to this wonderful other world.

Blessed be, always.

Thanks to everyone here that I'm no nut case. It take Balls to admit things that have happened. I know people have had miracles happen in their life but are reluctant to share them. AmberDawn It took a lot of courage for you to share your story and I felt I needed to acknowledge you because I wanted to share my story. I have never told anyone except my mom cause I knew nobody would understand. Its was a great feeling I felt just as you did AmberDawn and I hope together we can bring other people who are in the dark into the bright light. nobody is ever alone they just need a little coaching to bring them out of the darkness.

Hello RXRom and thank you for sharing that. I think that is a wonderful experience you had. I truely do believe that you are meant to help people in their time of need. To help them see the beauty in the world and let them know that they are not alone. You're not a nut case at all.

It takes a stronger person to admit the message of good and of life than a person to hide behind the darkness away from the light.

Sharing your experiences with others will make you stronger and I have no doubt that in times of need, the other side helps us out.

There is a quote I would like to share:

Truly it is in the darkness that one finds the light, so when we are in sorrow, then this light is nearest of all to us.
-Meister Eckhart

Funny that I was seeing a beam of light and I interpreted that as your spiritual journey, then I saw you were literally talking about seeing a beam of light. Shows how symbols can appear in our lives in more than one way. I do think this is your destiny, to help other people "into the light." For me I would see that as crossing souls over to the other side but from your reading I think it is more attached to this physical plane, that you will be helping people break out of depression and gain spiritual enlightenment.

You know that was a first of two experiences I had. I guess I will have to share another. Those experiences made me feel that we are not alone and that not to be depressed about anything cause life is beautiful. God made me understand that he is here for me and others. Do you think this why I got my gift? I dunno. I really want to help people without them saying yeah right or thinking i'm a nut case. I guess they just have to be there.

I just want to say, Russell, I purposely did NOT read this before I did your tarot reading. Reading your story now is pretty amazing, that all your cards lined up the way they did. I PMed you my reading. I'm curious to see what you think.

Hi AmberDawn. Thank You for sharing something so special. I know how much it means to you. I share somewhat of a similar experience but in a different way. Back in 1994, I was 23 and was completely depressed. I thought my parents were splitting up and my brother made me a beneficiary. At that time for some reason I felt everyone was going to leave me because everyone was talking about death and I fell into a deep depression. I was even seeing a counsleor for my depression. I felt Depressed for like 5-6 months or less.I even went to church and prayed to some saints and I would have a bottle of holy waterthat I would drink just so I wouldn't feel depressed. I just felt useless and wanted to die. I don't know but One morning everyone was gone and I was asleep. While I was asleep a very beautiful bright light came through the ceiling. I could feel the warmth of this light. I saw a head with no face in front of me and it felt very warm and comforting. I did get scared I won't lie but I stopped to relalize that I still felt the warmth of that bright light through my body. It felt Iike I was in the sun with no sunburn but the feeling radiated through my body. Its still clings to me like it does you and I will never forget it and wlll always cherish that feeling. It felt great. I also know it wasn't no dream either.

Hi AmberDawn. Thank You for sharing something so special. I know how much it means to you. I share somewhat of a similar experience but in a different way. Back in 1994, I was 23 and was completely depressed. I thought my parents were splitting up and my brother made me a beneficiary. At that time for some reason I felt everyone was going to leave me because everyone was talking about death and I fell into a deep depression. I was even seeing a counsleor for my depression. I felt Depressed for like 5-6 months or less.I even went to church and prayed to some saints and I would have a bottle of holy waterthat I would drink just so I wouldn't feel depressed. I just felt useless and wanted to die. I don't know but One morning everyone was gone and I was asleep. While I was asleep a very beautiful bright light came through the ceiling. I could feel the warmth of this light. I saw a head with no face in front of me and it felt very warm and comforting. I did get scared I won't lie but I stopped to relalize that I still felt the warmth of that bright light through my body. It felt Iike I was in the sun with no sunburn but the feeling radiated through my body. Its still clings to me like it does you and I will never forget it and wlll always cherish that feeling. It felt great. I also know it wasn't know dream either.

I am so glad you have seen this place. It was quiet where I was, but I could see to what looked like alot of moving down towards the other end. Like there was another hallway intersecting it. Very calm place though. I haven't seen my guide since.

I have lost ten family members and two friends since 2000. But I think it is because I have tried to rationalize everything sometimes by not allowing myself to accept and grieve. Over the past years little things have happened, but lately I am finding myself hearing, seeing and sensing things more so since I am allowing myself to open up.

Again, thank you so much for your response.